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Identidad

So goes the question of identity

What makes a person fundamentally 

The question that determines my identity 

Who am I

And who I’ve been 

If I say yes, is my answer right?

It’s how you see me

If I say no, is my answer wrong?

Different than who I seem to be

The people my body represents 

The history that my mind cannot repress

The power that my soul seems to possess

How many waves can I make for myself

It’s the culture in my hands that makes me perplexed

For part of my identity is passed form one generation to the next

But

The people that my gender represents 

The knowledge my mind seems to possess

The passion that my soul cannot suppress

 How many waves can I make for myself

It’s the ideas and words that I believe in that makes me want to express

For it’s the defiance of society that shows to impress

So I’ll ask again 

Who am I

Is my identity 

How you see me to be

Or do I get to choose

Who I see in me 

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‘Till death do us apart

Just like Adam and Eve

We were meant to be,

But then Eden came down on her knees.

Our love laying in rubble,

Beneath our feet.

Oh, what a story to heart I keep.

Just like Rose and jake

We were meant to fly

But titanic perished in the sky.

Our love drowning in water

In an ocean’s pry.

Oh, what a story to with i die.

So Romeo, thy Romeo

Where art thou?

For a lovers will never die

In tragedy and death

I’d be by your side

Death we’ll conquer

Into thy uncertain yonder

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Exile

To see you I turn

To know you I burn

and therein lies the most solicitous mind

A deceit so grand in size

Even the most condoned juror

May not spare him exile


*The first two lines are borrowed from the movie Chemical Hearts from Amazon Prime.

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-us-

You are the sun

And I am the moon

You come at dawn

And I humble my turn

When time comes for us to part

Let’s hold our differences to great sublime

Cold, dark, barren world

It’s Our balance that keeps a tight hold

And through them magnanimous blizzard

Of day and night

There will always be a place

For you and I.

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A poem too confusing for Jane Austen

I am half agony, half hope

Lost in the eye’s of a forgotten foe

Drowning in the remains of a shattered soul

Save not my wanton soul

Hold! Hold! You treacherous foal!

How dare you give up our own home!

There’s a point in life where it’s not your own.

When your country calls what isn’t theirs,

To surrender without fight is the greatest fault.

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(I have no idea where this came from but I’ll do my best to explain: The first stanza is a woeful character from any one of Jane Austen’s novels, just vomiting words in a dramatic stance. The second stanza transcribes a man of great ‘wisdom’ advising the women to not give up and to keep fighting. On the other hand, nothing is specified and the extent of the woe or the wisdom of the characters is unspecified.)

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Just another day

In matrimony i proffess,

the most controversial of steps,

slide down the aisle,

and up to hell.

Shadows of doubt,

threaten my vision,

swimming in my fears,

are bouts of tears.

Whom I really is not

mine but lost,

to defy God’s trust

easy, but at what cost?

So i still my hands,

hunch my shoulders,

smear dirt on my face-

leave no tear tracks to trace.

For today I’m a coward,

but tomorrow I’m brave.

I tell myself,

It’s just another day.

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The line of choice

Those who harbor darkness inside them

Seek revenge for those they’ve lost

But

Those who harbor light inside them

Seek vengeance for those who have suffered

But

Hadn’t the line been drawn between good and evil, we wouldn’t have to choose

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Gift wrapped

I want to colour outside the lines

Paint the walls with my fear

But this time they’ll put me in wrapping paper

A bow on my head

That says

“She’s fine”

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Thinking out loud

I’m lonely but not alone

Frightened but no fear

Hurt but not in pain

Worthless some might think

I stare at these walls.

Mind blank and on the run

I’m down the rabbit hole

Deep down

Just waiting, still waiting for the mad hatter

My silent screams bounce of walls

Darkness creeps, i might fall

I wish a zombie sucked my brains out

Why cant i stop thinking,

Thinking out loud